JUMP FOR JESUS overcomers weight loss: 2010

Saturday, November 6, 2010

intimacy without commitment is fornication

Intimacy without commitment, is fornication. This is the state of many marriages, people not committed to each others soul, people not committed to anyone but themselves, wanting to be intimate with everyone, including God BUT NOT COMMITTED. Many people live together, have a paper from the state that says they are married, but they do not have a SPIRIT that comes from God OF marriage, nor are they COMMITTED to the SAVING AND KEEPING OF EACH OTHERS SOUL!!!

Debbie got converted, so did Carmie, so did I, Linda, others....... we saw the END OF FORNICATION..... Debbie is INTIMATE NOW with commitment. We have all been a woman who lived for pleasure who was dead, DEAD IN our CONSCIENCE TOWARDS JESUS (we shut up the kingdom of God in her conscience refusing to enter in, keeping anyone else from entering in). We were the path of destruction not only to our children, but all others who's lives we touched....... many of us ENTERED INTO A COVENANT DECEITFULLY..... not to serve God or His people but to GET FOR OURSELF. We pass from death unto life when WE LOVE. And loving yourself above all others, and living to get your needs met, living for pleasure are ALL THE PATH OF DEATH, spiritually!

Just like God gave Jezebel time to repent, he gave Debbie 6 years with Joe to repent, she didn't. She was a dead body Joe dragged refusing to judge herself, her motives, she refused to know Jesus in her conscience. She was a covenant breaker TOWARDS JESUS in her conscience. So she and Joe could not connect. THANK GOD, she woke up in her conscience towards God and has passed FROM THE DEATH of being a pleasure seeker, into life, caring about souls saved and souls kept.

Many women are seeing the GENERATIONAL CURSE of FORNICATION, BEING INTIMATE WITHOUT BEING COMMITTED. How many people want intimate details about peoples lives, but have never been committed TO the peoples lives they meddle in? Looking to be intimate emotionally without connecting in Spirit and Truth? Do you GIVE YOURSELF, and Jesus to others? Do you realize if you don't live for God, His Kingdom, His people, your children will not either? If you are one Committed to your pleasures..... God is giving you time to repent too.......

People are very thrilled when others are willing to know God in her conscience, and become COMMITTED TO STOP grieving, denying, AND RESISTING the Holy Ghost. WE ARE ARE LEADERS, we are THE LINK TO THE CURSE our family or THE BLESSING. Women who turn from sexual and emotional fornication HAVE THE JOY OF THEIR SALVATION......... AND are so thankful their sorrows have turned to joy and they have gained their souls through their suffering, and learned to BE COMMITTED to the people God sent them rather than living in a state of CONTINUAL FORNICATION, choosing the curse one day after the next.........

They fell in love with Jesus, that's what matters to Debbie, although she is FILLED WITH GODLY SORROW, for the hell and grief she dragged a man through being the woman who rode the beast........ jumping on spirits to fight her battle. ...
She has put her trust in the Lord. SHE HAS TRULY CHANGED HER MIND ABOUT BRUTING JESUS, AND living with people trying to be intimate WITHOUT BEING COMMITTED. She has REAL FAITH NOW, that her children can be snatched from the devils hand due to HER BEING THE DOOR to their lost soul through her FORNICATIONS.

She has become an INTIMATE friend of mine, and committed to the people God called her to walk with. She has known the guilt of being a terrible fornicator in her marriage, and she has been FORGIVEN and has the joy of her salvation. THE ONLY PEOPLE YOU CAN CONNECT WITH ARE THE ONES WILLING TO CONNECT TO JESUS, AND "KNOW HIM" in their conscience, cut a covenant with Him in their conscience, care about WALKING IN THE SPIRIT AND BECOMING THE SONS OF GOD. Flatters, pretenders, people who are insincere with God and man, do not connect to others.

What really matters, is that we WAKE UP to Jesus' voice in our conscience, that we help our CHILDREN WAKE UP..... so they will pick spouses who are AWAKE in their conscience towards God, and SEE GENERATIONS INHERIT THE BLESSINGS OF GOD.

Love, Ceci

Tuesday, November 2, 2010

MOTIVE AND INTENTIONS, God looks at our hearts

God Tests the Hearts of People
by R Deem
Table of Contents
God wants us to love Him with our hearts
God wants more than obedience. Not only does He want us to obey the letter of the law, He wants us to agree with the spirit of the law in our hearts
God knows all things, including what is in our heart
God knows what is in our heart and thoughts
Jesus, who is God, knows what is in our heart and thoughts
Actions done with bad motives are despised by God
Actions done with good motives are pleasing to God
God tests us to display what the intent of our heart is and if we really love Him
God saves those who are pure in heart
God gives to those with an upright heart
God wants us to love Him with our hearts:
"But from there you will seek the LORD your God, and you will find Him if you search for Him with all your heart and all your soul." (Deuteronomy 4:29)
"Know therefore today, and take it to your heart, that the LORD, He is God in heaven above and on the earth below; there is no other." (Deuteronomy 4:39)
"And you shall love the LORD your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your might." (Deuteronomy 6:5)
"And now, Israel, what does the LORD your God require from you, but to fear the LORD your God, to walk in all His ways and love Him, and to serve the LORD your God with all your heart and with all your soul." (Deuteronomy 10:12)
"And it shall come about, if you listen obediently to my commandments which I am commanding you today, to love the LORD your God and to serve Him with all your heart and all your soul." (Deuteronomy 11:13)
`And I will give them a heart to know Me, for I am the LORD; and they will be My people, and I will be their God, for they will return to Me with their whole heart.' (Jeremiah 24:7)
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God wants more than obedience. Not only does He want us to obey the letter of the law, He wants us to agree with the spirit of the law in our hearts:
"And these words, which I am commanding you today, shall be on your heart." (Deuteronomy 6:6)
"This day the LORD your God commands you to do these statutes and ordinances. You shall therefore be careful to do them with all your heart and with all your soul." (Deuteronomy 26:16)
My son, do not forget my teaching, But let your heart keep my commandments; (Proverbs 3:1)

God knows all things, including what is in our heart:
in whatever our heart condemns us; for God is greater than our heart, and knows all things. (1 John 3:20)

God knows what is in our heart and thoughts:
But the LORD said to Samuel, "Do not look at his appearance or at the height of his stature, because I have rejected him; for God sees not as man sees, for man looks at the outward appearance, but the LORD looks at the heart." (1 Samuel 16:7)
then hear Thou in heaven Thy dwelling place, and forgive and act and render to each according to all his ways, whose heart Thou knowest, for Thou alone dost know the hearts of all the sons of men. (1 Kings 8:39)
"As for you, my son Solomon, know the God of your father, and serve Him with a whole heart and a willing mind; for the LORD searches all hearts, and understands every intent of the thoughts. If you seek Him, He will let you find Him; but if you forsake Him, He will reject you forever. (1 Chronicles 28:9)
then hear Thou from heaven Thy dwelling place, and forgive, and render to each according to all his ways, whose heart Thou knowest for Thou alone dost know the hearts of the sons of men. (2 Chronicles 6:30)
Would not God find this out? For He knows the secrets of the heart. (Psalm 44:21)
The LORD knows the thoughts of man, That they are a mere breath. (Psalm 94:11)
O LORD, Thou hast searched me and known me. Thou dost know when I sit down and when I rise up; Thou dost understand my thought from afar. (Psalm 139:1-2)
"For I know their works and their thoughts; the time is coming to gather all nations and tongues. And they shall come and see My glory. (Isaiah 66:18)
Then the Spirit of the LORD fell upon me, and He said to me, "Say, `Thus says the LORD, "So you think, house of Israel, for I know your thoughts. (Ezekiel 11:5)
For the word of God is living and active and sharper than any two-edged sword, and piercing as far as the division of soul and spirit, of both joints and marrow, and able to judge the thoughts and intentions of the heart. (Hebrews 4:12)

Jesus, who is God, knows what is in our heart and thoughts:
And Jesus knowing their thoughts said, "Why are you thinking evil in your hearts? (Matthew 9:4)
And knowing their thoughts He said to them, "Any kingdom divided against itself is laid waste; and any city or house divided against itself shall not stand. (Matthew 12:25)
But Jesus, knowing what they were thinking in their heart, took a child and stood him by His side, (Luke 9:47)
`And I will kill her children with pestilence; and all the churches will know that I am He who searches the minds and hearts; and I will give to each one of you according to your deeds. (Revelation 2:23)
God knows what is in our heart, no matter what the external actions may look like. Those who do bad things unintentionally and unknowingly are not condemned by God.
Then God said to him in the dream, "Yes, I know that in the integrity of your heart you have done this, and I also kept you from sinning against Me; therefore I did not let you touch her." (Genesis 20:6)

Actions done with bad motives are despised by God:
Then the LORD saw that the wickedness of man was great on the earth, and that every intent of the thoughts of his heart was only evil continually. And the LORD was sorry that He had made man on the earth, and He was grieved in His heart. (Genesis 6:5-6)
`You shall not hate your fellow countryman in your heart; you may surely reprove your neighbor, but shall not incur sin because of him.' (Leviticus 19:17)
"For forty years I loathed that generation, And said they are a people who err in their heart, And they do not know My ways. (Psalm 95:10)
The perverse in heart are an abomination to the LORD, But the blameless in their walk are His delight. (Proverbs 11:20)
Everyone who is proud in heart is an abomination to the LORD; Assuredly, he will not be unpunished. (Proverbs 16:5)
but I say to you, that everyone who looks on a woman to lust for her has committed adultery with her already in his heart. (Matthew 5:28)
for where your treasure is, there will your heart be also. (Matthew 6:21)
"But the things that proceed out of the mouth come from the heart, and those defile the man." (Matthew 15:18)

Actions done with good motives are pleasing to God:
"Since I know, O my God, that Thou triest the heart and delightest in uprightness, I, in the integrity of my heart, have willingly offered all these things; so now with joy I have seen Thy people, who are present here, make their offerings willingly to Thee. (1 Chronicles 29:17)
The perverse in heart are an abomination to the LORD, But the blameless in their walk are His delight. (Proverbs 11:20)
The Lord judges us based upon our motives, not just our actions:
But, O LORD of hosts, who judges righteously, Who tries the feelings and the heart, Let me see Thy vengeance on them, For to Thee have I committed my cause. (Jeremiah 11:20)
But Thou knowest me, O LORD; Thou seest me; And Thou dost examine my heart's attitude toward Thee. Drag them off like sheep for the slaughter And set them apart for a day of carnage! (Jeremiah 12:3)
All the ways of a man are clean in his own sight, But the LORD weighs the motives.(Proverbs 16:2)
Who can say, "I have cleansed my heart, I am pure from my sin?" (Proverbs 20:9)
Every man's way is right in his own eyes, But the LORD weighs the hearts. (Proverbs 21:2)
Therefore do not go on passing judgment before the time, but wait until the Lord comes who will both bring to light the things hidden in the darkness and disclose the motives of men's hearts; and then each man's praise will come to him from God. (1 Corinthians 4:5)
the former proclaim Christ out of selfish ambition, rather than from pure motives, thinking to cause me distress in my imprisonment. (Philippians 1:17)
You ask and do not receive, because you ask with wrong motives, so that you may spend iton your pleasures. (James 4:3)
`And I will kill her children with pestilence; and all the churches will know that I am He who searches the minds and hearts; and I will give to each one of you according to your deeds. (Revelation 2:23)

God tests us to display what the intent of our heart is and if we really love Him:
"And you shall remember all the way which the LORD your God has led you in the wilderness these forty years, that He might humble you, testing you, to know what was in your heart, whether you would keep His commandments or not." (Deuteronomy 8:2)
...you shall not listen to the words of that prophet or that dreamer of dreams; for the LORD your God is testing you to find out if you love the LORD your God with all your heart and with all your soul. (Deuteronomy 13:3)
And even in the matter of the envoys of the rulers of Babylon, who sent to him to inquire of the wonder that had happened in the land, God left him alone only to test him, that He might know all that was in his heart. (2 Chronicles 32:31)
Thou hast tried my heart; Thou hast visited me by night; Thou hast tested me and dost find nothing; I have purposed that my mouth will not transgress. (Psalm 17:3)
Examine me, O LORD, and try me; Test my mind and my heart. (Psalm 26:2)
Search me, O God, and know my heart; Try me and know my anxious thoughts; (Psalm 139:23)
The refining pot is for silver and the furnace for gold, But the LORD tests hearts. (Proverbs 17:3)
"I, the LORD, search the heart, I test the mind, Even to give to each man according to his ways, According to the results of his deeds. (Jeremiah 17:10)
Yet, O LORD of hosts, Thou who dost test the righteous, Who seest the mind and the heart; Let me see Thy vengeance on them; For to Thee I have set forth my cause. (Jeremiah 20:12)

God saves those who are pure in heart:
"Moreover the LORD your God will circumcise your heart and the heart of your descendants, to love the LORD your God with all your heart and with all your soul, in order that you may live. (Deuteronomy 30:6)
My shield is with God, Who saves the upright in heart. (Psalm 7:10)
Let the words of my mouth and the meditation of my heart Be acceptable in Thy sight, O LORD, my rock and my Redeemer. (Psalm 19:14)
O continue Thy lovingkindness to those who know Thee, And Thy righteousness to the upright in heart. (Psalm 36:10)
Watch over your heart with all diligence, For from it flow the springs of life. (Proverbs 4:23)
"Blessed are the pure in heart, for they shall see God." (Matthew 5:8)

God gives to those with an upright heart:
He who has clean hands and a pure heart, Who has not lifted up his soul to falsehood, And has not sworn deceitfully. He shall receive a blessing from the LORD And righteousness from the God of his salvation. (Psalm 24:4-5)
(A Psalm of Asaph.) Surely God is good to Israel, To those who are pure in heart! (Psalm 73:1)
Do good, O LORD, to those who are good, And to those who are upright in their hearts. (Psalm 125:4)
"And God, who knows the heart, bore witness to them, giving them the Holy Spirit, just as He also did to us." (Acts 15:8)
You ask and do not receive, because you ask with wrong motives, so that you may spend iton your pleasures. (James 4:3)

MOTIVE AND INTENTIONS, God looks at our hearts

Saturday, October 30, 2010

PURGING OUR CONSCIENCE FROM DEAD WORKS

I thought about something Gene wrote called THE COVENANT OF CONSCIENCE, I can't find it, but I found this........
You can WAKE UP in YOUR CONSCIENCE, and enter into, and GO ON A FAST FROM junk FOOD Words and junk thoughts.
Like it says in Is. 58 you can stop THINKING YOUR OWN THOUGHTS, and STOP SPEAKING YOUR OWN WORDS.
You do not have to keep cursing your mouth by just speaking guile.......... Again, that is how some are, the devil tells them something
and rather than putting that away or off, THEY GIVE BIRTH to it through Their own mouth, ALWAYS VEXING Their CONSCIENCE, AND making
everyone in her life PAY FOR their VEXED SOUL... or trying to DO WORKS, their sacrifice rather than CHANGE their mind, REPENT.

No one is making you CURSE YOUR LIFE AND BEAT UP JESUS INSIDE YOU........... that's what you do when you beat your husband with your words
of hate, fear, no faith, unbelief....... you just think your thoughts with the devils help and speak what ever he wants you to WITH NO RESTRAINT, with NO THOUGHT OF COUNTING THE COST, for planting demonic weeds rather than GOD'S SEEDS. You really are CURSING YOUR LIFE, at your own hand by not taking your thoughts captive, and letting GUILE JUST KEEP POURING OUT OF YOUR MOUTH. Thinking evil, speaking evil to your own destruction. YOU WATCHED C, you should have gotten the message...... and you see how tormented B is........ REBELLING against putting an angel at the door of her mouth, she's always sinning..... "there is no help for me is God" ACCUSING HER BROTHER JESUS to all God's people AND EXCUSING HERSELF. It's pathetic, and I hope you learn from her, she's alone and miserable, and she has probably been doing this all her adult life. She has since I have known her, and probably was used to torment her husband right out the door after she suckered him into the wedding, closing her eyes to her motives, his motives, living in lies. She has never stopped HEARING FROM THE LIAR and speaking HIS WORDS...... she JUST WON'T STOP, so everyone around her HAS TO STOP HER. It's sad KAY, wake up, ARISE FROM YOU SLEEP AND CHRIST WILL GIVE YOU LIGHT. STOP VEXING YOURSELF, YOUR OWN SOUL, WITH YOUR OWN MOUTH, YES YOU CORRUPT THE HOLY SPIRIT INSIDE OF YOU MOST OF ALL......... stop BEATING UP JESUS CHRIST IN YOUR OWN CONSCIENCE!!!!!!! YOU DON'T HAVE TO GO THROUGH LIFE HARD HEARTED BECAUSE YOU CONSTANTLY SHUT UP JESUS CHRIST AND HIS HOLY GHOST!!!!!! YOU DON'T REALIZE BY REGARDING LYING VANITIES HOW MUCH MERCY AND BLESSINGS YOU ARE RUNNING OUT OF YOUR LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!

Subject: Fw: PURGING OUR CONSCIENCE FROM DEAD WORKS
Date: Thu, 3 Jul 2008 11:34:39 -0600

Subject: PURGING OUR CONSCIENCE FROM DEAD WORKS

We had a really good meeting on Sunday. It was about the Covenant of
Conscience. The question was asked, How is your conscience purged from dead
works, familiar spirits, carnality, and the works of the flesh?

Joe shared about how he had a life filled with dead works, doing his own
thing, his own way. I thought of the scripture in Ecc. that says, "I know
whatsoever The Lord does, it shall be forever, nothing can be added to it or
taken away from it." The problem is what we do, it doesn't last forever!
Whatever is not of faith is sin. Nathan talked about "the integrity of the
upright shall guide them." It is a guiding force we have to protect. No
integrity, or lack of integrity, (the little white lies, the little violation
of conscience) leads to no guidance.

THE MAIN MESSAGE WAS ABOUT HOLDING FAITH IN A GOOD CONSCIENCE! When our
conscience isn't good, pure.....it doesn't hold faith! (the right faith).
Gene talked to us about being "living epistles"....that are being read by all
men. He talked about the scripture in the Proverbs that says, "Those who
heed reproof and instruction are not only in the path of life BUT ARE THE
PATH OF LIFE FOR OTHERS. And those who refuse reproof and instruction, not
only go astray, but are the path of ruin for others. So where are you
taking others? How much rebellion do you excuse yourself for in your own
conscience?

So how is the blood of Jesus applied to our evil conscience? Seeing that the
mystery of faith is only held in a PURE CONSCIENCE? This means when we are
whining, complaining, and not seeing the operation of God in our lives, we
are being destroyed and not built up. We think if people, situations and
circumstances were different we would be happy.....so people....therefore God
must be our problem. WE GIVE OURSELVES PERMISSION TO BE UNTHANKFUL, UNHOLY!
We tell ourselves we don't have to give thanks in everything, and we loose
the peace of God which passes all understanding. We make supplication to the
whiner, the liar, the goats voice........when we should be giving thanks to
God, and making supplication unto Him. Gene talked about faith to go into
the fire in relationships last week with the women. WE DON'T AND WE GET
CONTROLLING BECAUSE WE EXPECT TO FIND SATAN THERE, INSTEAD OF GOD. We need
to be like Daniel and His friends.....and go into the fiery furnace in a
spirit of faith and prayer. The heat relationships bring, and expect to see
God come through for us! We end up refusing the cup God has given us to
drink when we refuse one another. We look down on one another when we fail
to reprove each other. We judge to condemn others when we fail to remove the
log from our own eye.

We have to guard our hearts with all diligence, and quit fretting, whining
and complaining. When Jesus comes back, will He find faith on the earth in
us? Did we hold on to faith in a good conscience with Our Lord, and people?

How much do we pass over the little things, like washing the dishes instead
of leaving them for others? Or checking out of meetings when we should check
in? How much do we grieve, deny and resist the Holy Ghost in all the little
things each day, hardening our hearts, vexing our spirits?

Judgment, and personal confrontation IS OUR ANSWER! Even if we are wronged
and can't take it patiently, instructing others with all long-suffering, WE
HAVE JUST FOUND THE REFINERS FIRE AND THE FULLERS SOAP! MEN OUGHT ALWAYS TO
PRAY AND NOT FAINT! So how much fainting, and how much fretting, and
whining, and seducing others to meet your needs because you don't walk in
faith and pray......AND KEEP THE FLOOD GATES OF HEAVEN FROM OPENING UP TO YOU
DUE TO YOUR UNBELIEF......are you walking in today! If you have to whine,
b....and complain to get your needs met.....IT'S WHAT YOU CAN DO.......AND
YOU KEEP BLESSING from YOURSELF.....YOU KEEP LOOSING GOD'S BLESSING AND
ANOINTING IN YOUR LIFE when others must bare the burden of your evil
conscience! You ask and have not, because you lust and don't admit it. You
lust after praise, things, possessions, you serve money not God, and your
conscience tries to talk to you, but you ignore it.

The measure of our judgment towards others is what we will be judged in. IF
WE FAIL TO TAKE THE EXCUSES OUT OF OUR HANDS......FOR WALKING AFTER THE
FLESH......WE WON'T BE ABLE TO HELP OTHERS WITH THEIR LAME EXCUSES! How much
do we "ACCUSE OTHERS AND EXCUSE OURSELVES" in our private little thought
world?
We talked about having "another life," building "another world" in our head!
Margie said the theme song for our private little world should be, "I DID IT
MY WAY!" I lived in my thoughts and imaginations and didn't open them up to
God or man.

We only have "one life to live," so why live in the vanity of our
minds....like the gentiles, having their understanding darkened be alienated
from the life of God......LIVING IN A STATE OF QUENCHING THE SPIRIT, because
we lie to ourselves about our evil conscience, TOWARDS GOD AND MAN? Philp.3
says to do all things without complaining, THAT WE MAY BE BLAMELESS AND
HARMLESS, CHILDREN WITHOUT FAULT IN A CROOKED GENERATION! And why are they
so crooked? They violate their conscience......AND SPEND ALL THEIR TIME
EXCUSING THEMSELVES FOR what they allow themselves to do....

Col.3 says, "Do not lie to one another." But we lie to ourselves in allowing
ourselves to do that which we shouldn't. We don't believe that others
contain the Holy Ghost some of the time too! We are like Annanias and
Sappihra. I bet they were shocked when Paul said after they had lied TO HIM,
"Why has Satan filled your hearts to lie against the Holy Ghost." Bet most
Christians don't really consider that when they lie to other Christians they
are letting Satan fill their hearts to lie to the Holy Ghost! We don't see
this for the "spiritual aids" it is that will do to us and more what the aids
virus is doing right now to millions! We have to back up, confess, repent.
When we say something we shouldn't, we have to stop lying and humble
ourselves. When we get up and walk out of a meeting, a room, a relationship,
and we are hardhearted.....knowing "I did it my way," but are too proud and
calloused to just say, I missed it, I'm sorry, forgive me.....help me
Lord.....our conscience won't be carved with His invisible hands.

HOW LONG WILL WE SPEAK OUR OWN WORDS....THINK OUR OWN THOUGHTS......DO OUR
OWN THING? God wants us to ride the HIGH PLACES. He's waiting to pour out
His blessings from heaven for those who HOLD FAITH IN A PURE CONSCIENCE.
Those who really confess and repent for their pretentious, half hearted love,
and look to Jesus to give them the unfeigned love for the brethren. God
pours out grace for those who speak when they should, those who say their
sorry when they said something wrong. For those who don't condemn themselves
in what they allow. For those who give when they know they should give. For
those who go to meetings when they know they should, and stay there and not
leave when they know they shouldn't. HOW MUCH CAN WE AFFORD TO VEX OUR
SPIRIT? How much blindness do we incur because we do ignore the dictates of
our conscience? We think we'll do it later, tomorrow, but we are the frog in
the pot not realizing the water underneath us is coming to a boil. How much
does our violation of conscience taint our view towards God and others?

Proverbs 1 says.....THOSE WHO LISTEN AND HEED THE STILL SMALL VOICE IN THEIR
LIVES......LIVE IN HOPE....NOT HOPELESSNESS! So what's really your problem
if your struggling with hopelessness! Stop lying to yourselves and blaming
others for YOUR REBELLION, your failure to respond to the COVENANT OF
CONSCIENCE in your own soul! This means being faithful in the small things.
Exercising when you know you should. Eating what's right. Going where you
go in faith, and staying in touch with caring about pleasing God and
fulfilling HIS WILL IN YOUR LIFE! If you don't do His will........WHAT KIND
OF EPISTLE ARE OTHERS READING? The pages of your conscience are recorded
every day! How much of your lame excuses will pass with Jesus, and "WHAT ARE
YOU LOOSING TO OTHERS, by refusing to TAKE CAPTIVE YOUR EXCUSES?

Only when our obedience is fulfilled......WHEN WE DEAL WITH THE LAME EXCUSES
FOR OUR OWN REBELLION, can we avenge all disobedience......help take the
excuses out of the hands of others....so they won't be stuck with a bunch of
lame excuses in their hands for why doing things their way were better than
doing things Gods way! THE VOICE OF PRIDE SAYS...."MY WAYS ARE GOD'S WAYS"!
That same voice of pride wouldn't dare to bring it's ways into the light to
see if it needs corrections though. GOD HEARS THE PRAYERS OF THOSE WHO HOLD
THE TRUTH, AND FAITH IN A GOOD CONSCIENCE! His eyes and ears are open and
waiting to act upon those who don't live in a contradiction against
themselves. HE STORES UP HOPE for those who are upright in their conscience.
For those who deal with their fretting, whining, complaining and unbelief.
Those who are willing to resist Satan, the father of rebellion and submit to
God.

We have to be honest when we are making provision for our flesh to fulfill
it's lust.....OUR COMPROMISE....IS OUR BLINDNESS! HOW MUCH TIME DO YOU SPEND
EVERY DAY BEING UNTHANKFUL, UNHOLY, AND LOOKING TO FORCE OTHERS TO MEET YOUR
NEEDS THROUGH ALL YOUR BAD ATTITUDES? Ahab whined and Jezebel came
running.....(she wasn't much help to him, and more than willing to play God).
So he whined over land. How much whining about money do you do, in your
unbelief, seducing others into playing God to meet your needs because you
don't pray always, and give thanks always in all things? Why don't you see if
God has a will for you on any given day, He'll make a way to fulfill it? Your
blind for a reason.

SO WHAT ARE YOU JUDGING YOURSELF IN.....so you won't be judged? And how
about that independent, me and Jesus....world of fantasy and
imagination....do you spend time in everyday? The world of MAKING YOURSELF
SPIRITUALLY, EMOTIONALLY, AND PHYSICALLY UNAVAILABLE TO DO GOD'S WILL AND GET
INVOLVED IN WHAT IS STRAIGHT IN FRONT OF YOUR FACE! Your "Another
World"......and world of imagination.....IS REALLY THE THIEF COMING TO STEAL,
KILL AND DESTROY YOU....AND YOUR HOUSEHOLD! How much time do you spend
everyday in the vanity of your mind? How much in your daily activity....and
words and deeds, do you grieve, deny, resist and quench the Holy Ghost? What
do you have to be so proud about that you would shut out the blessings of
heaven in your life by "hiding yourself from your own flesh"? GOD'S OWN
FLESH? How many days go by when the angels in heaven have to sing......."he
did it his way.....she did it her way"?

If your asleep in your conscience today is the day you can wake from your
sleep, arise from your death, and CHRIST WILL GIVE YOU LIGHT! MEN, WOMEN
OUGHT ALWAYS TO PRAY, AND not FAINT. FAINT or PRAY! ......EVERYDAY YOU
CHOOSE.....EVERYDAY SPENT FAINTING, IS ANOTHER DAY SPENT STORING UP
HOPELESSNESS......choose life not death, the blessing not the curse. Put
away the pointing of the finger. Ride the high places, be a restorer of the
breech, a repairer of the path to walk in! LET JESUS FREE YOUR CONSCIENCE
FROM dead works.......YOU CAN'T CONTAIN FAITH WITHOUT A GOOD CONSCIENCE
TOWARDS GOD AND MAN......SO IF YOU HAVE A BAD ONE.....LOOK TO JESUS, WHO IS
ABLE TO KEEP YOU, WHEN YOU DON'T LIE TO HIM, and His people. If your only
interested in pleasing yourself.....your prayers are a stench in His
nostrils. What are your prayers smelling like these days? If you WANT TO
PLEASE HIM.......HE'S ONLY A PRAYER AWAY, ready to pour out His grace to the
humble!

Friday, October 29, 2010

do you have diarrhea of the mouth????

http://www.amazon.com/Spiritual-Authority-Watchman-Nee/dp/0935008357/ref=sr_1_1?ie=UTF8&qid=1288375844&sr=8-1

I would highly recommended this book to you........ Your "diarrhea" of the mouth may cost you your marriage and the religion of Cain
that you grew up in that allows your conscience to slay your brother, is destroying your life. I sometimes wonder if this book saved
me from being LEPER the rest of my life due to rebelling against God and authority. I do not believe you really even care too much about the words of your mouth and the meditation of your heart, and you are about to reap much more than you realize if you do not wake up.......... You desperately need to learn the religion of Able, OBEDIENCE TO GOD, WAKING up to God's voice in your conscience. You trash your own soul with little thought by the spirit of your mouth. Gene told me he has told you over and over it's much easier to be nice than be a b.....
b.....
Slang .
a.
a malicious, unpleasant, selfish person, esp. a woman.
b.
a lewd woman.
4.
Slang .
a.
a complaint.
b.
anything difficult or unpleasant: The test was a bitch. (or how about a woman with a vexed soul)

I'll even buy you the cd's if you will turn your conscience towards the Lord...........

in one woman's words........

This book deals specifically with the subjects of rebellion and submission. The study will help one understand the fall of Satan, Adam and Eve. I found the book to be very instrumental in rooting out rebellion against God and his delegated authorities in my own life. It has also served to strengthen my marriage a great deal. Reading it might help to save your marriage. I would recommend this book as required reading to any and all Christians as well as non Christians alike. It might be a cure for the problems that plague our society. In fact I was so blessed by the principles in this book that I have implemented its study as a course in my Church under foundations class level two.
Do yourself a favor, Get IT

This book deals specifically with the subjects of rebellion and submission. The study will help one understand the fall of Satan, Adam and Eve. I found the book to be very instrumental in rooting out rebellion against God and his delegated authorities in my own life. It has also served to strengthen my marriage a great deal. Reading it might help to save your marriage. I would recommend this book as required reading to any and all Christians as well as non Christians alike. It might be a cure for the problems that plague our society. In fact I was so blessed by the principles in this book that I have implemented its study as a course in my Church under foundations class level two.
Do yourself a favor, Get IT, and Get One for your Pastor as well.
Product Description
Authority is a tremendous thing in the universe, nothing overshadows it. God s throne is established on His authority. God s authority represents God Himself. God alone is authority in all things; all the authorities of the earth are instituted by God. It is therefore important for us who desire to serve God to know the authority of God. God s authority is absolute, hence we must give Him absolute submission (our hearts attitude) and absolute obedience (our outward actions). But to His delegated authorities we can render absolute submission, but only relative obedience. For their authorities are circumscribed by the measure of the life of Christ in them. Only when they themselves submit to God s authority in them are they able to represent God. Hence there is much we have to learn about how to represent God.
From AudioFile
Watchman Nee draws upon biblical stories for this book of teachings about the authority of God over humans. He writes with conviction and without pretense. Michael Kramer gives a straightforward and low-key narration consistent with the message and style of the text. He is an authoritative and articulate guide through the material and avoids becoming pedantic. Kramer maintains a steady pace that is easy to follow and lends itself to thoughtful listening. This volume could form the basis for individual or group Bible study, although the material carries over from disc to disc, making it somewhat cumbersome for use in this way. J.E.M. © AudioFile 2006, Portland, Maine-- Copyright © AudioFile, Portland, Maine --This text refers to the Audio CD edition.

world time clock

Just sickness and disease........... 250,000 or more will DIE TODAY.........

next time you get depressed, just look at the world statistics, you can google it and find a lot of info...........
THERE IS ALWAYS A WAY TO ................ "in EVERYTHING give thanks for THIS IS the will of God in Jesus Christ concerning you."

AND I DO THINK God is always revelaing to us deep issues of our OWN HEART as we gaze and meditate on the lives of others.

What really matters is THAT THE WORDS OF YOUR MOUTH and THE MEDITATION OF YOUR HEART is ACCEPTABLE TO GOD........
and if you do not care about that the spirit that caused Cain to kill able is still alive on the earth seeking bodies to jump in and do it's will..........

http://www.poodwaddle.com/clocks/worldclock/

3 billion people in the world today struggle to survive on US$2/day.
THAT IS ABOUT 1/2 OF THE WORLD POPULATION! And another 2 Billion probably are surviving on $4 a day................

160 million children are starving right now, close to a billion are starving worldwide.

adequate access to safe drinking water for about 884 million people

Inadequate access to water for sanitation and waste disposal for 2.5 billion people

THAT IS 1/3 OF THE POPULATION OF THE EARTH, HAS UNSAFE WATER they are drinking.............

WE HAVE A LOT, A VERY LOT TO BE THANKFUL FOR.........

Love, Ceci

http://www.poodwaddle.com/clocks/worldclock/

Tuesday, October 26, 2010

FRAUDS, who refuse to know Jesus in their conscience

Gene and I were listening to a D. Prince dvd on TRUE AND FALSE RELIGION. Derek goes off on the fact that there are only 2 religions. The "Cain" religion, and the "Able" religion.
Able, gave a blood sacrifice, it required the death of an animal laying down his life for sin. Cain gave his "own" sacrifice..........

God gave us Jesus, who laid down his life for our sin! God provided the Lamb. People under the spirit of Cain, give their own sacrifice and are MAD at God and the world (they live downcast) because their sacrifice is not acceptable. And they hate their brother.

Able (those following the leading of the Spirit, who are THANKFUL to God for HIS sacrifice, and are not looking to enter in through their own works, care about rebelling against the VOICE OF THE LORD in their own conscience. That's why God in His faithfulness has brought Gene into our lives to WAKE UP to God's voice IN OUR CONSCIENCE, and SAVE US, from being mad frauds, pushing away the knowledge of Jesus in our conscience, and furious that our own works are not saving us!!!!!! Pvb. 1-2 Aramaic.... "Those who listen to Him live in hope", "He stores up hope for the righteous" (those who care about knowing His voice in their conscience.)

http://www.derekprince.org/lib/pdfs/outlines/4305ol.pdf
God Help us to stop pushing away the knowledge of God in our conscience......... and being content to grieve, deny and resist the Holy Ghost........... that is how the devil is stealing our life and calling.
Frauds! Luke 11 THE MESSAGE
37-41When he finished that talk, a Pharisee asked him to dinner. He entered his house and sat right down at the table. The Pharisee was shocked and somewhat offended when he saw that Jesus didn't wash up before the meal. But the Master said to him, "I know you Pharisees burnish the surface of your cups and plates so they sparkle in the sun, but I also know your insides are maggoty with greed and secret evil. Stupid Pharisees! Didn't the One who made the outside also make the inside? Turn both your pockets and your hearts inside out and give generously to the poor; then your lives will be clean, not just your dishes and your hands.
42"I've had it with you! You're hopeless, you Pharisees! Frauds! You keep meticulous account books, tithing on every nickel and dime you get, but manage to find loopholes for getting around basic matters of justice and God's love. Careful bookkeeping is commendable, but the basics are required.

43-44"You're hopeless, you Pharisees! Frauds! You love sitting at the head table at church dinners, love preening yourselves in the radiance of public flattery. Frauds! You're just like unmarked graves: People walk over that nice, grassy surface, never suspecting the rot and corruption that is six feet under."

45One of the religion scholars spoke up: "Teacher, do you realize that in saying these things you're insulting us?"

46He said, "Yes, and I can be even more explicit. You're hopeless, you religion scholars! You load people down with rules and regulations, nearly breaking their backs, but never lift even a finger to help.

47-51"You're hopeless! You build tombs for the prophets your ancestors killed. The tombs you build are monuments to your murdering ancestors more than to the murdered prophets. That accounts for God's Wisdom saying, 'I will send them prophets and apostles, but they'll kill them and run them off.' What it means is that every drop of righteous blood ever spilled from the time earth began until now, from the blood of Abel to the blood of Zechariah, who was struck down between altar and sanctuary, is on your heads. Yes, it's on the bill of this generation and this generation will pay.

52"You're hopeless, you religion scholars! You took the key of knowledge, but instead of unlocking doors, you locked them. You won't go in yourself, and won't let anyone else in either." (into having a relationship with HIM that revolves around our conscience, where we REALLY CARE ABOUT KEEPING OUR CONSCIENCE FREE OF OFFENSE TOWARDS GOD AND MAN) Everything else is the religion of FRAUDS.........

Monday, October 25, 2010

Hannah and Ps. 19

Hannah was really quite the woman........... not only did the second wife of her husband Peninnah live to vex and torment her because she had children and Hannah didn't, Eli the prophet accused her of being drunk. Out of the depths of her soul she cried out to the Lord, (rather than accusing God and others and having the meditation of her heart be evil towards God and man).

We were talking about the miners who had tee shirts made of a scripture that says, "out of the depths, I cried unto the Lord." One of the men down there had entered into the KINGDOM OF GOD WITHIN HIM. He was not willing to VEX HIS SOUL by letting the meditation of his heart be evil before the Lord, and he cared if the words of his mouth were acceptable in God's sight. He ENTERED INTO THE KINGDOM OF CONSCIENCE, having a relationship with God in his CONSCIENCE, so he COULD HELP OTHERS ENTER IN.......... (entering into caring about the words of their mouth and the meditation of their heart being acceptable.)

IF WE REFUSE TO KNOW GOD IN OUR CONSCIENCE, we KEEP OTHERS OUT OF THE KINGDOM OF HEAVEN.

OH GOD, MAY YOUR CHILDREN COME FORTH, WHO CARE ABOUT HAVING A RELATIONSHIP WITH YOU IN THEIR CONSCIENCE, the ones who CARE IF THE MEDITATION OF THEIR HEART, and the WORDS OF THEIR MOUTH are acceptable in YOUR SIGHT. ONES THAT CAN HELP OTHERS ENTER INTO THE INVISIBLE KINGDOM OF GOD INSIDE THEM!!!!!!!!!

Then she said this.......... http://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=1%20Samuel%202&version=AMP

SPIRITUAL CANNIBALS

Wow, I was remembering back to the very first meeting I went to in Hawaii at the Hooblers home. The Lord gave me a scripture I really felt came from Him for all the people that went to Hawaii.

"BUT IF YOU BITE AND DEVOUR ONE ANOTHER, TAKE HEED YOU ARE NOT CONSUMED ONE OF ANOTHER." Gal. 5 13Rather, use your freedom to serve one another in love; that's how freedom grows. For everything we know about God's Word is summed up in a single sentence: Love others as you love yourself. That's an act of true freedom. If you bite and ravage each other, watch out—in no time at all you will be annihilating each other, and where will your precious freedom be then?

So many people allow their conscience to "eat up God's people", to become naughty figs by being cannibals in the meditation of our heart and the words of our mouth towards others.

That's what happened in Hawaii, the word was not taken to heart, everyone bit and devoured each other, blame, pointing the finger, not caring if the words of the mouth and the meditation of their heart was acceptable. Not having a relationship with Jesus in our CONSCIENCE means NOT ENTERING IN TO KNOWING JESUS IN THE SECRET KINGDOM INSIDE OF US. The parents did not wake up to the voice of Jesus in their conscience, nor did they care about the words of their mouth and the mediation of their hearts, and most of the children that were over their were lost to the Kingdom of God because the parents did not enter in.

Psalm 53:4 (The Message)

4Have the workers of iniquity no knowledge? who eat up my people as they eat bread: they have not called upon God.

4 Don't they know anything,
all these impostors?
Don't they know
they can't get away with this,
Treating people like a fast-food meal
over which they're too busy to pray?

2 Corinthians 4 (Amplified Bible)
2 Corinthians 4
1THEREFORE, SINCE we do hold and engage in this ministry by the mercy of God [granting us favor, benefits, opportunities, and especially salvation], we do not get discouraged (spiritless and despondent with fear) or become faint with weariness and exhaustion. 2We have renounced disgraceful ways (secret thoughts, feelings, desires and underhandedness, the methods and arts that men hide through shame); we refuse to deal craftily (to practice trickery and cunning) or to adulterate or handle dishonestly the Word of God, but we state the truth openly (clearly and candidly). And so we commend ourselves in the sight and presence of God to every man's conscience.

Luke 17:20And when he was demanded of the Pharisees, when the kingdom of God should come, he answered them and said, The kingdom of God cometh not with observation:

21 Neither shall they say, Lo here! or, lo there! for, behold, the kingdom of God is within you.

WE NEED TO ENTER INTO THE KINGDOM OF GOD IN OUR CONSCIENCE.... HAVING A RELATIONSHIP WITH GOD IN OUR CONSCIENCE, ENTERING INTO THAT DOOR........ SO WE CAN HELP OTHERS ENTER IN. Otherwise we will be the devils food, eating devils food cake (our brothers, sisters) biting, devouring one another, being consumed by each other........ GOD HELP US WAKE UP TO KNOWING YOU IN OUR CONSCIENCE......

Wednesday, August 18, 2010

http://sn124w.snt124.mail.live.com/default.aspx?wa=wsignin1.0

Thursday, June 24, 2010

ARE YOU OVERCOME BY YOUR LUSTS? OR LUST?

I think this is one of the most important letters I have ever written....... and I hope you keep it on file......‏
From: CECI SULLIVAN SULLIVAN (singlei@msn.com)
Sent: Thu 6/24/10 10:50 PM
To: CECI SULLIVAN SULLIVAN (singlei@msn.com)
Read Ps. 15 and 25, Who will abide with God, those who have CLEAN HANDS and A PURE HEART!!!!!!!

God gives us a The Spirit OF self control. But when we are SPIRITUALLY inactive, we will be overcome with LUST!!!! And cause others to pass through the fire!

SUCKING, TAKING LIFE FROM MEN, CHILDREN, WOMEN, living in Idolatry and LUST!! Being INACTIVE towards taking the log from our own eye....... we are given over to lust. We can not escape "the spirit of lust in the world" if we fail to keep our hands and heart clean towards others.

THE MORE we lay down our life for our brother, sister, the brighter and brighter the light gets The clearer and clearer our sin is. Our sin becomes more exceedingly sinful, and the light of the gospel shines brighter and brighter.

I just love walking with the girls.......... MY SIN FROM THE PAST BECOMES CLEARER ALL THE TIME, MY TESTIMONY BECOMES STRONGER, and I become a little WISER to the whiles of the devil Every TIME, I give myself to His children.

I was talking to Lynette about USING CHILDREN to COMFORT OUR VEXED SOUL. You know how my soul was vexed? Michael's soul was vexed? We were not taking the log from our own eye, and overcoming Satan in each other BY OUR TESTIMONY. OUR HANDS WERE FULL OF BLOOD, we were NOT CLEAN FROM THE BLOOD OF ALL MEN, from the blood of each other. UNTIL WE GIVE PEOPLE THE FULL COUNSEL OF GOD, and OUR TESTIMONY to help them overcome Satan, OUR HANDS HAVE BLOOD ON THEM. And we are PRIDEFUL LIARS THAT SAY IN OUR HEARTS, "I'm glad I am not like him, her." What sin has someone committed that WE CAN'T RELATE TO?

SO WHEN I WAS AT ODDS with Michael, (because we lived in idolatry and used each other to comfort our vexed souls)..... Yes most marriages are IDOLATROUS, not Godly where each couple has the TESTIMONY of JESUS for their sin, AND has Gods words fitted in their lips ABOUT the sins others commit..... they DO NOT LOVE FREELY WITH THE LOVE OF GOD, THE WAY GOD LOVES THEM. They don't give each other THE WORD of their testimony, they give each other THE LAW about what not to do, or what to do. BECAUSE THEY HAVE NO FELLOWSHIP WITH JESUS about HOW HE FEELS about their sin, due to seeing it in someone else.

SO MICHAEL and I USED our children to comfort our conscience, BUT WE WERE NOT FULFILLING GOD'S ROLE in each others lives, SO USURY, PITY, ANGER was the zit that always popped up. We used each other, and our children to comfort US, when we weren't angry with our idols for not giving us what we wanted. When you do not walk in the light, and you are not taking the log out of your eye, and you are not giving others you are offended with YOUR TESTIMONY, you will use children, the opposite sex, movies, shopping, food, booze........ WHATEVER TO AVOID THE FACT THAT YOU HAVE NOT LOOKED AT YOUR OWN SIN. You DO NOT HAVE THE WORD OF THE LORD FOR OTHERS, you are a prideful liar, that has no ministry towards taking the log from your own eye. LUST IS THE LOT OF EVERYONE WHO DOES NOT KEEP HIS HEART AND HANDS CLEAN OF OFFENSE TOWARDS GOD AND MAN.

I would get angry with my kids when I was FEARFUL he was not meeting my needs. And it wasn't until I told the Lord the truth about my fears and my unbelief that HE COULD START DELIVERING ME FROM THEM. And put HIS TRUTH in my HEART and LIPS. SINCERITY AND HONESTY AND HUMILITY ARE CRUCIAL for EVER doing what's right with others.

WHEN WE UNCOVER OUR SIN WE PROSPER, because others NEED TO HEAR WHAT GOD HAS TOLD others who have the testimony of Christ about their sin. Prideful liars can not help others, they just get mad and see everyone else with LOGS IN THEIR EYES. They dish out THE LAW that kills because they are too prideful to get understanding to their past sin.

2 Peter 2:10 This is especially true of those who follow the ...

... and especially those who indulge in the lust of defiling passion and despise
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2 Peter 1:4 Through these he has given us his very great and ...

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Words of the Wise
17 Incline your ear, and hear the words of the wise,
and apply your heart to my knowledge,
18 for it will be pleasant if you keep them within you,
if all of them are ready on your lips.
19 That your trust may be in the LORD,
I have made them known to you today, even to you.
20 Have I not written for you thirty sayings
of counsel and knowledge,
21 to make you know what is right and true,
that you may give a true answer to those who sent you?

I was just going to write about ANGER, and how the root of anger is fear and unbelief, but when we won't look at the stone, (the fear or unbelief) WE NEVER GET A HEART OF FLESH for our anger stones. And we don't get delivered. "Those who deny things falsely (fear, unbelief) and don't go to God SINCERELY and camp out on HIS TRUTH about their problem, FEED ON THE WINDS..... they have communion (a common union) with DARK spirits, THEY TRAVEL THIRSTY AND GAIN NOTHING. People have lived this way for years, PART OF OVERCOMING SATAN, is by GETTING A TESTIMONY from others WHO HAVE UNDERSTANDING to the sin that has so easily beset them. (That's why you can't overcome Satan in others, NO TESTIMONY).
That's how the Pastor's and wives of the day are, they won't be REAL about their sins in the past, so they don't help others......... They just get angry and offended when life doesn't happen their way...

Wednesday, June 23, 2010

WAKING UP TO THE KINGDOM OF GOD IN MY CONSCIENCE

I was writing my testimony and wanted to send you a copy. I have been an extremely selfish friend and I don't want to be that way to you. I really do love you but I haven't been the best friend. I have lived my life caring about me and getting my needs met. I have treated people poorly when my need's where threatened. I just want to tell you I am sorry for hurting you and I would like to talk to you on the phone. I know you think that Tommy and I are in some kind of cult because we are not the same as we use to be, but thank God we are not. Jesus has really been doing a good work in my life to show me how mean, selfish, controlling, fearful...the list goes on. He is changing me to be a kind of woman who can love! The reason I am changing is because I want to live a life for Jesus and not myself! I pray that you will forgive me for hurting you and being a bad friend. I love you

Galatians 5:16-21 "I say then: Walk in the Spirit, and you shall not fulfill the lust of the flesh. For the flesh lusts against the Spirit and the Spirit against the flesh; and these are contrary to one another, so that you do not do the things that you wish. But if you are led by the Spirit, you are not under the law. Now the works of the flesh are evident, which are: adultery, fornication, uncleanness, lewdness, idolatry, sorcery, hatred, contentions, jealousies, outbursts of wrath, selfish ambitions, dissensions, heresies, envy, murders, drunkenness, revelries, and the like; of which I tell you beforehand, just as I also told you in time past, that those who practice such things will not inherit the kingdom of God."

I thought I could do it all by myself. I did not understand the body principle. I always thought that being a Christian was so hard, too many rules to follow and obey. It never occurred to me that I NEED the Holy Spirit to fill me daily so that I can be pleasing in the sight of the Lord. I NEED the body to help me be the woman Christ has called me to be. Ecclesiastes 4:9-10 "Two are better than one, because they have a good reward for their labor; For if they fall, the one will lift up his fellow; but woe to him who is alone when he falls; for there is none to lift him up." I walked far too long alone and with out the help of family who really cared to lift me up and count the cost.

Hello my name is Ellie Thorn. I am the youngest of three girls. Brought up believing that you could just got to church and be saved and not have to walk it out (once saved always saved). My mom was never able to help me live a life pleasing to the Lord because she couldn't help me get in touch with my God conscience, because she wasn't in touch with her own conscience. She told us not to drink, smoke, fornicate but all along she was doing it. I was very confused growing up I was saying with my mouth I am a good little Christian girl, but all along smoking, drinking and fornicating. My identity was always in my flesh with what I could do best. I was sent to a private school in junior high because I was already smoking and drinking at the age of 12. She sent me to this private school in the hope that they could help me. I stopped smoking and drinking, but by the beginning of my sophomore year I was sleeping with my boyfriend. I felt bad in the beginning but after a while I hardened my heart and didn't care about listing to my conscience.

When I went to college I was ready to get away from everything around me, start a new life where no one knew who I was. I wanted to be able to do what I wanted with out anyone confronting me. Wanting to believe God didn't see me either. I could live in my own little secret world, excusing myself that God did not know what I was thinking nor care about what I was doing. So at college I partied hard and became more and deader to God. One night I had a dream that I was taken up into heaven and I was immediately kicked out. When I awoke from my dream I realized that if I died today I would not be going to heaven. That scared me for a couple of days but then I just hardened my heart again and went back to fornicating and going to church on Sundays. The Lord was trying to help me to wake up and not put any more men through the fire. There is a scripture that says "through the fear of the Lord, men depart from evil." Being afraid for living after the flesh, walking after the flesh, was God trying to wake up my conscience. It's a necessary fear to have. Little children do what they do when they are very small, because they are afraid, and that is the beginning of wisdom for them. They will not love us enough to not go out into the street and get hit by a car when they are two. But they will avoid the street if they are afraid of their mother’s displeasure, and in the beginning of their life that is how it all starts. I needed to be afraid deep inside that God's wrath would be stored up for me If I always denied His still small voice. I had no care or love for the men that I slept with, all I cared about was my needs. I had no care for their soul or that I was participating in the destruction of their soul. And I didn't fear God's displeasure for rebelling against His still small voice. Proverbs 30:20 "Such is the way of an adulterous woman; she eats, and wipes her mouth, and says, I have done no evil".

When I met my husband we were both in the party scene. When we started dating I was always so fearful that Tommy would leave me I was tormented by fear and control and always jealous of everyone who wanted to spend time with him. Poor guy it was nothing short of the Lord that he stayed with me. I viewed him out of the glasses of selfishness, what I could get from him. I was a take mate, not a help mate. I remember talking to one of my friends about not moving in with her boyfriend, I was so insane I remember thinking that everything will be just fine as long as I don't move in with him, it's ok to sleep together just don't live together. She called me out on that and asked what the difference of living with your boyfriend all the time and just living with mine on the weekends? I was putting her under the law, but not even going into the law of God in my own conscience. I shut up fast; I realized that my testimony was bad. Putting a burden on her I was unwilling to fulfill myself. A true Pharisee. Not having any understanding to the Kingdom of God that is in each one of us. I didn't go into that Kingdom and I could not take anyone else there. Tommy and I kept sleeping with each other until we both moved to Montana. We always said that we wanted to stay pure til we got married but our lust always won because we found our hope and faith in each other not in the Lord and His will for us. We needed our flesh comforted because we were dead to God's voice in our conscience. Me moving in with my mom and him with my sister and brother-in-law we could have help with staying pure. Six months before we were married we came to a couples meeting Gene was having. We had attended other couples meetings but this one was so much different, it was real. We began learning about God's Kingdom which is invisible that lives on the inside of us, not an outside building with walls and rules. We talked about Jesus but it wasn't just a preach and then leave, everyone was involved in waking up to God's still small voice in their conscience. We were learning about God's Government, that the Jesus said should be preached, the one that wakes you up on the inside that makes you feel bad when you "walk after the flesh". People were talking about their marriages and the real things that were helping them or hindering them from having a good marriage. I was realizing for the first time that how I treated Tommy was how I was treating Jesus. Tommy and I were so excited that we found a body that was willing to be real and open about their personal struggles and where willing to get involved with us and help us with our mess! I was learning how to stop accusing him and excusing myself and turn to God for answers, rather than avoiding the problems or not understanding them. We felt the Lord's call to Jump for Jesus and decided from now on we would be open and honest with everyone around us. They helped us stay pure for our wedding day! What a great feeling after living a life of fornication that the Lord would honor us with our choice to stay pure for the last six months!

After we were married God REALLY began bringing me face to face with the enemies of my soul. My fear and control only got worse and God was exposing my unbelief and fears so He could deliver me as he promises to do in His word when we will face our fears and unbelief. My problem was I wanted everything my way and had no care how it affected him or the Lord. I was so fearful that I wouldn't get my needs met and I was having to face so many ways my trust was not in the Lord, but in ME, and playing God and being in control, (or thinking your are) is very scary. I would always try and control Tommy by letting him know that he needed to obey me and that if he didn't there would be hell to pay. I did not love him freely; I oppressed him into obedience through anger. I remember always thinking that when he didn't do what I wanted him to do or he wronged me in some way that I would make him pay so that he would NEVER do that again. My husband was going through hell and I was the Queen on my high horse beating him with my words. Vexing my God conscience, and not really caring. I had no bridal on my mouth, I took no thought captive it was all about me and if he rubbed me wrong out came the cursing and the bad attitudes with no thought of what spirit's I was loosing in our house. I was living without understanding to the whiles against me and my marriage and husband. In my thoughts I accused Tommy and excused myself, and didn't even realized that God cared if my motive was to help Tommy or just live feeling sorry for myself because I didn't even care about doing HIS WILL. I had a real problem with anger, and pity. Which is everyone’s lot in life who doesn’t really have passion to please God inwardly. So I tried outwardly to make everything look good, but I started realizing what God wanted me to do was care about who I was inwardly in my secret thoughts. About six months after we were married I became pregnant with our daughter! Because of my control and fear I cursed her life, Tommy would make me upset or mad I would say I don't want this baby. I got so grieved listening to the words that were coming out of my mouth I rebuked it and told the Lord I was sorry and told Him I DID want this child and prayed that my words would be forgiven and she would live and be healthy. Thank the Lord for His mercy and grace; I delivered a healthy baby girl! The proverbs say, "A man shall be satisfied by the words of his own mouth." I was realizing the death of my words, and the cause of my dissatisfaction had a lot to do with my thoughts, and what came out of my mouth. I needed to be renewed in the spirit of my mind.

After I had our daughter I found out that a girlfriend of mine was having a boy I was upset and I asked the Lord why I didn’t get a boy. The answer I soon found out was in my precious daughter. The Lord started talking to me about how I was raised. I needed a daughter to show me, me. She was sent by the Lord to help me see my anger and control. The lord knew that I needed her to be able to remove the log from my eye. I needed to see that I have a choice I can raise her the way I was raised (which I rebelled against) or I could raise her the Lords way, not just talking but walking in it. I knew that if I choose the Lord that I would have to start taking a look at my motives and intentions of why I do the things I do. I had a desire to wake up to God's voice in my conscience so I could see my daughter have a blessed life because she could respond to God's voice in her conscience. I could talk to her about a kingdom and a government that I was ignorant of, that was destroying me, and she didn't have to go down that road. I started realizing that the way I treat my husband is the way she will treat men, and God. If I wanted her to be respectful of God's authority, I could show her by example how she should be towards the Lord by how she watched me treat her father. If I expected her to honor us then I would have to be the example and honor Tommy. When she was a couple months old Tommy and I got into some conflict, I was really upset with him and wanted nothing to do with him and Ayanna wanted nothing to do with him either. I realized right then that my spirit affects her. It was an eye opener. I had control over her choice to receive or not receive her father, her earthly father and more importantly her heavenly father. I did not want to be a preach Jesus and the law mom, but be dead in my conscience towards God and man. I wanted to show her JESUS LIVES by how I loved her father. I needed to stop letting bad attitudes towards Tommy pass with me, or else I was going be creating one BIG attitude in my daughter. Proverbs 31 says, "The LAW of kindness was in her mouth." I realized even when I have problems I can be kind, and want the best for Tommy as I talk to him. And fight for God's cause in a good spirit and watch the Lord come through for us and help us with our battles. I did not have to use carnal weapons, I could use love and faith and kindness on my husband, and those weapons make a man, PRAISE HIS WIFE. A woman who fears the Lord, who is awake in her consistence towards God and man, shall be praised. Those are the WORKS that God will reward us for.

A little while ago I watched a documentary on Oral Roberts and he was saying that he believed in Jesus as a child because of his mother’s faith. Mother Theresa's mother used to have beggars come to the door for food. Her mother would say, here honey, go give Jesus a sandwich. I want Ayanna to be able to know with out a doubt in her mind that Jesus lives because of the way I love my husband and Gods children. When we love people who we do see, we ARE LOVING GOD who we don't see. My number one goal in life is to please Jesus above all else. The Lord's will for my life is to be a Godly wife, mother, sister and friend Eph.2:10 "For we are his creation, created through Jesus Christ ultimately for good works, and God has before ordained that we should live in them". God sent me my ordained work, a husband, daughter, family, friends and Jump for Jesus! I know that I need to be continually filled with the Holy Spirit each and every day to be able to be the right mother and wife my family deserves. I chose to take off the wrong spirit of control and fear and put on the right spirit, the Holy Spirit. Galatians 5:22-23 "But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, longsuffering, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness, self-control."

I can believe that I can be set free from pretentious, flattery and false unity, and God has been helping me fight for TRUE UNITY, not the fake unity I had lived in most of my life, but unity where you can get understanding to all the things that divide you from God and man. And that my daughter won't have to live in lies and pretense and divisions! But she can learn to love in Spirit and Truth like we are!

Psalm 133 (Contemporary English Version)
Living Together in Peace
1It is truly wonderful when relatives live together
in peace.
2It is as beautiful as olive oil
poured on Aaron's head [a] and running down his beard
and the collar of his robe.
3It is like the dew
from Mount Hermon,
falling on Zion's mountains,
where the LORD has promised
to bless his people
with life everlasting forevermore.

brownidgirl07@hotmail.com

Tuesday, June 22, 2010

BITTERNESS AND ANGER

Hi Ceci! I went into the downward spiral again and this time the Lord gave
me some understanding about the wiles of the enemy. Jeanie and I
fellowshipped some and together got some good revelation. I'd like to get
some advice so I can make War! It is difficult for me to concentrate and
write because of the busy mommy, wife ,and home keeping things but I wanted
to write what I've gotten so far. I want to root of bitterness out! Never to
be planted again! I look forward to hearing from you and seeing you! Love,
......

A WISE WOMAN UNDERSTANDS HER WAY......

(AND DEPARTS FROM UNGODLY WAYS!)

Departing from the way of Bitterness which leads to destruction and misery.
Jesus came to redeem our lives from destruction, and He wants us to walk in
and to know His ways. Bitterness is a spirit that bears bad fruit and defiles
others. Hebrews 12:25 says: Looking diligently lest any man (or woman!) fail
the grace of God; lest any root of bitterness springing up trouble you, and
thereby many be defiled......

Bitterness is "grievous sorrow of heart". It is grievous because this sorrow
bears only malice, self pity and hatred. It is not based on truth or fact,
and it refuses to be open to change. Godly sorrow brings repentance and true
change. Bitterness is sorrow due to self-love, godly sorrow is due to love
for God. Bitterness blames, accuses, seeks vengeance and justifies it's own
wickedness. Godly sorrow that comes through conviction takes responsibility
for it's own position and repents; changes it's ways to walk in God's ways!
This grievous sorrow of heart is fed by dissatisfaction and unthankfulness.
We think of ourselves more highly than we ought, then nothing is good enough
for us...we feel we deserve much more. What triggers this in me is looking at
how others are (not) loving me and comparing myself, my lot in life, my
possesions, with those around me. These are all lies. The word gall is used
with bitterness and I saw something interesting. Although gall means a
liquid, a bitter liquid secreted from the liver another definition means:
irritation, vexation, a spot worn bare, a weak spot.

In Romans 3:11 it says: There is none that understandeth, there is none that
seeketh after God. I realized that if we continue to pass over the little
things and don't get understanding , it will wear a sore spot where the seeds
for the root of bitterness can be planted in our heart. "Whose mouth is full
of cursing and bitterness: their feet are swift to shed blood (accusing,
being angry without cause), destruction and misery are in their
ways:"..........and "There is no fear of God before their eyes"! When I start
focusing on how my husband is not loving me the way I think I need to be
loved, I become angry (hatred, malice and accusation!) with him, without
cause! Matthew 5:22 says"... whosoever is angry with his brother without a
cause shall be in danger of the judgment...." Jer.4"18 "Thy way and thy
doings have procured these things unto thee; this is thy wickedness, because
it is bitter. Because it reacheth unto thine heart." When we are rebellious
and go our own way, we do become bitter. We open the door to bitterness,
destruction, and misery. Proverbs 23:27-29 says: For a whore {the enemy of
our soul} is a deep ditch; and a strange woman is a narrow pit. She also
lieth in wait, as for a prey {us!} and increaseth the transgressors among
men.{Heb.12:25 defiling others!} "who hath woe? {grievous sorrow of heart,
sorrow over self} Who hath sorrow? Who hath babbling? {How many times have I
babbled on to my husband my wounds and my sorrow...} Who hath wounds without
cause? { So much of what this bitterness feeds on offenses that never get
dealt with or I have never changed my mind about when the truth was reflected
to me.} Who hath redness of eyes? Prv. 23:31 "Look not thou upon the wine
when it is red, when it giveth his colour in the cup, when it moveth itself
aright.."{this is describing a seduction.. The seduction is "any thought of
self other than denying myself for love's sake."} Guard your heart with all
diligence for out of it flow the issues of life!

Dear ....., 9-15-00
Ceci forwarded your letter on bitterness. At least I'm assuming it is yours.
At first
I thought is was Ceci's writing. It was an encouragement to me, to see the
revelation
you are getting and also to help me keep judging my heart and not to faint.
The part
about comparing myself with others really hit me. I had been praying about
that
very thing the morning I received the letter. The comparing comes from the
newgarment I'm taking on to love and take on responsibility for souls. I feel
so
inadequate and get tempted to faint and then get tempted to take on self
strength
and say "I can do it'.

I start comparing myself to you all in Hawaii and thinking what would Ceci do
or
whoever. Relying on past experiences with those with more confidence in the
Lord than
I have had and trying to relive their wisdom and not trusting in the VOICE.
Then I
come to my senses and realize Jesus has what I need. Sometimes I jump to the
other
side of the fence and say OK I can handle this. It's finding the balance
between my
genuine need and my tendency to abdicate and faint in the face of the
responsibility
to love in the all the new relationships. This is truly a walk of faith I
had not
expected but it is definitely bringing me closer to Jesus because I NEED HIM.
I just reread your letter again and it helped me to judge some of my
thoughts
that
could easily become bitterness if I don't judge them in the battle to help
J......with
the enemy of her soul and my soul too. The spirit of Raca is a prevalent
spirit of my
fathers house. I too have gotten angry because I'm not being loved the way I
want to
be. I don't know if you read my letter concerning my position of anger
toward J.......
It scared me and helped me to see the lack of fear of the Lord I have. The
root of
bitterness that J..... refuses to judge is looking to defile me and others and
I am
seeing how easily I faint. I looked up faint and it uses the word coward. I
never
considered fainting to be the result of cowardice, (fear). There are times I
see the
enemy and pass out. Your letter is helping me not to faint,( be seduced by
thewhore). Thank you so much. I really need you all and your input. It
caused me to
think about Jesus's words that how we treat the least is how we really are in
our
hearts. To me the least is the one that I resist the most because of the
conflict
they bring to my soul. I am thankful for the kick in the pants to judge my
love and
see how much Jesus has done for me. Jesus has never fainted toward my life
and will
not give me more than I can handle but will always make a way for me to love.
Your
letter has also given me some wisdom to help give some help to a bitter woman
who
feels rejected by her kids and can only see how it affects her selfishly. It
helps me
get into perspective and ask the Lord how to help be a minster of
reconciliation.
Thanks again. Please pray for me and I will pray for you as we have the same
enemies.
I love you ....... Your sister ....

WHAT IS OUR PROBLEM

Holy Spirit we ask that you, as the revealer of Gods intentions in Jesus
Christ, to grant us your wisdom, understanding, knowledge, and that your
discretion would be manifest today, that we might understand the height,
depth, length and width, to see the integrity of your character and to know
Gods intentions towards us. That you would bring light to our confusion,
faith to our doubts, and bring strength to our weakness. We ask for this in
Jesus name and for the sake of His Kingdom, and that His Glory would be
revealed and seen by the way we love one another.

God has had an ultimate intention from the begging of time for man on the
earth. What prevents us from overcoming individual, sins, doubts,
temptations, and from fulfilling Gods will for us as a body on the earth? Why
do we live in hopelessness, despair, depression, WHAT'S OUR PROBLEM? How are
we investing the gift of salvation God has given us?

What prevents us from walking free from the things of the flesh, and
co-operately keeps us from glorifying God on the earth as a body of
believers? Is there an inner position we have yet to arrive to? Why are we
missing, peace, confidence, and faith? What causes us to fall, doubt, to
faint and fail, and be discouraged and depressed? It would be nice to know
wouldn't it? There is basically one answer to this question. It fits a
little differently into each of our lives, however. If I don't know what
Gods intentions are towards me individually are and if I fail to understand
my part in His Body on the earth co-operately, I won't have the faith to
believe it's going to happen. (That I will fulfill the calling on my life
personally and co-operately as an individual member of a greater body. I
won't even have active faith and be in agreement with Gods intentions.

John 17:21-23 Jesus says "Father, I'm not just praying for these alone, but I
pray for all those who would believe on me through their words. THAT (for
this cause) THEY MAY ALL BE ONE. That as I am in you and you are in me, THAT
THEY WOULD BE ONE IN US! THAT, (for this cause) THE WORLD WOULD BELIEVE
THAT YOU HAVE SENT ME! And the glory that you have given me, I have given to
them. That, (for this purpose) THEY MAY BE ONE, EVEN AS WE ARE ONE." So why
is the revelation, reflection and power of Jesus given to each individual
Christian? SO WE CAN BE ONE IN EACH OTHER, AS JESUS AND THE FATHER ARE ONE
IN EACH OTHER. Jesus gives us power to fulfill His commandment, LOVE THE
LORD WITH ALL YOUR HEART, AND LOVE YOUR BROTHER AS YOURSELF, as we look to
Him. Jesus went on to pray, "That I would be in them, and you in me, that
they would be made perfect, COMPLETE, THAT THE WORLD MAY KNOW THAT YOU HAVE
SENT ME, and have loved them, even as you have loved me."

So we see that Jesus wants the end of the matter to be Cooperate Unity. That
we learn to love each other
instead of fighting for our own cause, and position with each other. That we
would cease from our envy, fear, unbelief. That we would take on faith to
become one. It's important to understand what the vision of God is for us
individually and as a body of believers. This was the present truth of God
back in Jesus' day to his disciples, but His words still speak His will to us
today. We once were children of the world, but now we are the children of
God, and Gods will is for us to be a reflection to the children of the world
by the way we love each other. Our being a son or daughter of God is seen in
our love, commitment, and obedience to the words of Jesus. In Is. 61 and 62
we see a good cross section of Gods intentions in Jesus are for us. It
exposes and reflects Gods intentions and purposes for our lives. What He
wants to happen in us and how He wants to use us in the lives of others.
Jesus came speaking Is. 61:1 when he started His ministry. He said "The
Spirit of the Lord God is upon me, because he has anointed me to preach good
tidings to the meek, to bind up the broken hearted, to proclaim liberty to
the captives, to open the prison doors to those who are bound, to proclaim
the acceptable day of the Lord and the day of vengeance of our God, and to
comfort those who mourn. To appoint to those who mourn in Zion, and give
unto them beauty for ashes, the oil of joy for mourning, to give them the
garments of praise for the spirit of heaviness. That, (for this cause) they
might be called, the trees of righteousness, the planting of the Lord, that
GOD MIGHT BE GLORIFIED." Now a transition is taking place here. Every
anointed man of God, apostle of God that is sent by God to develop a work on
the earth and establish outposts and give birth to a body of believers in any
location on the earth, will have this anointing Isaiah speaks of here.
Within the 5 fold ministry of Jesus Christ in the men of God on the earth,
all these signs will be seen in the ministry that is birthed by the Spirit of
God. This is the fruit it will produce on the earth. If I'm a God called
apostle sent to build a work by Jesus, if I'm the undershepard, He, Jesus
being the Chief Shepherd of our souls....but he gives a measure of authority
on the earth to men, so children will be birthed into the kingdom. When true
men of God come into our lives, what is talks about in this passage of
scripture will be seen in our lives, and we will begin producing the same
kind of fruit Is 61 and 62 speaks of. If the body of Christians we are joined
to is right with The Lord, the fruit of Isaiah 58 will also be seen. I won't
take the time to quote it here, but if you are in a healthy body it will be
on Gods fast, that Is. 58 refers to. We have to ask ourselves if we are
sitting under this kind of anointing. The one that will build up the old
waste places, because our old waste places were built up. So that we can
raise up the former desolation's, and be repairers of the breaches, strangers
will be called the priests of the Lord. The ministers of our God.......for
our shame we will have the double. Everlasting Joy will be unto us, for I
THE LORD LOVE JUDGMENT, I hate robbery for burnt offerings. I hate people
sacrificing things to me that they have gotten deceitfully. I will direct
their work in truth.

Jesus said, "You will be hated by all men for my names sake." Why, because
you come speaking truth and lifting the standard of judgment, Gods truth, the
world will hate you for it, but some will get saved because of it. "I will
direct their work in truth, I will make an everlasting covenant with them.
Their children will be known among the gentiles. Their offspring among the
gentiles." So are you, we, our children, known among the gentiles? Indeed
we should be! "All that see them shall acknowledge them and say, they are
the seed which the Lord has blessed." Now it goes on "for as the earth
brings forth her bud, as the garden causes the things which are sown to
spring forth, SO THE LORD GOD WILL CAUSE RIGHTEOUSNESS, AND PRAISE TO SPRING
FORTH BEFORE ALL THE NATIONS." This is Gods intention, and what we should
have faith for. This will happen before the Jesus returns. We will not rule
and reign over the nations before Christ comes. But the Praise of God will
be seen on the earth before Jesus comes. Do we believe it? He goes on to
say, "The gentiles shall see your righteousness, and all kings your glory,
and you shall be called by a new name, which the mouth of the Lord shall
name, and you shall be a crown of glory in the hand of The Lord. You shall
no more be termed forsaken, nor your land be called desolate. As for your
young men, as a young man marries a virgin so shall your sons marry thee. As
a bride groom rejoices over the bride, so shall Thy God rejoice over you."
"I have set watchmen over Thy walls, O Jerusalem." Where it says Jerusalem
you can replace with the church. "He has set watchmen over the chichi, which
shall never hold their peace day or night. You that make mention of The
Lord, keep not silent, give Him no rest UNTIL HE ESTABLISHES, AND MAKES THE
CHURCH A PRAISE AMONG ALL THE EARTH! Now that's what goes on in my soul
(Gene speaking). I cannot keep silent, I cannot hold my peace. I can't
forbear, I continually rage of the compromise and the false ways in the
church. It is something the Spirit of The Lord has put in me, it has nothing
to do with me. Jesus, and many men in the bible were anointed above their
brother's because they HATED EVIL AND LOVED GOOD. If you receive of the
anointing which God has put on me, you too will be watchmen, who cannot keep
from speaking against the compromise you see going on. You will hate what
you should hate and love what you should love more and more. That's why you
need to look at the one God has put in your life, or pray and ask Him to give
you someone with an anointing, that has some serious victory over the things
of the flesh! Jesus imparted His spirit to twelve men and told them to go
out and impart that spirit to other men. So do we clearly see what spirit
God is imparting to us, by those we are submitted to?

"The Lord has sworn by His right hand and by the arm of His strength, verily
I will no more give your corn to be meat for your enemies. And the sons of
the strangers will not drink your wine. But they that have gathered it shall
eat it, and they who have brought it shall drink it in the courts of my
Holiness." Now he's talking about the redeemed community here. There is
going to come a time before Christ's return, and this has always been true in
the church, that those who walk in peace with God and holiness, will always
eat their bread in the courts of God. They always have. "Go through, go
through the gates, prepare the way of the people. Cast up, cast up the
highway, gather out the stones. Lift up a standard for the people to see.
Behold your salvation is coming, His reward is with Him, His work is before
Him, and they shall call them the holy people. The redeemed of The Lord, and
you shall be called, SOUGHT OUT, A CITY NOT FORSAKEN." Why do you suppose
this is? Because we will be sought out, Because of the Glory of Jesus that
is upon us, and because of John 17:21-23. Jesus is talking about a
community, and people of God. There is an anointing on them, And what is
that anointing for? It says in Is. 61:1-3 this is the answer. It's to
extract those in the world, those who want to be free from a world of
bondage, prison, mourning, and who are brokenhearted. It's for them to be
born into the family of God, that's why Jesus anoints men and women. He has
a mission for us as individuals and as a body.

Jesus said, "As I was sent into the world so I send you. With the anointing
I was sent into the world with, so send I you, so you can set free the
captives, deliver the bound, heal the sick and lame, deliver the oppressed,
open the eyes of the blind, the ears of the deaf, and give understanding to
the dull of heart. That's what Jesus anoints us for. When this happens, it
happens for a greater purpose, than just for us to be happy..

Back to our question, what is our problem? Were not saved so we can be saved
unto ourselves. We are anointed to birth others into the kingdom. We are
called to make babies, to birth others into the kingdom, and for what
purpose? What for? So they can live in the world and have their two cars
and two chickens and 2 houses and the great American dream? To what end are
we birthed into the kingdom, and why do we birth others into the kingdom?
THIS IS WHERE WE MISS IT. In Luke 19:12 Jesus is speaking "a certain
nobleman went into a country to receive for himself a kingdom and to return.
He called his ten servants and delivered unto them 10 pounds and he said unto
them, "Occupy until I come." So what's he saying to them? Take care,
oversee, and cause it to grow. "But his citizens hated him and said unto
him, WE WILL NOT HAVE THIS MAN TO REIGN OVER US."

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